一年的忙忙碌碌时间里，你和我相处的时间只有三四个月，我很清楚也很明白你对我的爱，但是我始终还是不能够了解你。

和你相处时是件辛苦的事，我们互相不断的要求对方，也不断的要对方对他人好，心胸更宽阔，但是我们两人自己似乎也常常做不到。

我和你的想法实在差太多了，也间接使得我们的沟通方式也不能够达到一致。

我们不管说什么，最终常会落得你我生气，哭泣等。

我记得我们以前不是这样的，但相信一切都从我五时开始，从那时候我就真的开始没办法了解你，也对你的一切都无法谅解。

我常认为避开你不和你说话就能解决一切，但是我错了。

这种闷着的尴尬，这种憋着的气，我想威力更大吧。

我尝试了解你接受你，但你我的频率始终不一样，我曾相信是我俩八字不和，但想想以前我们的关系好像没有现在的僵硬。

我们到底怎么了？

guess i would really have to take the first step and mould myself into one that you want. i know that might not be the real me, but i guess that is the only available route now. give me some time, just some time. i really don't wish our relationship to break, afterall you are my ...........

hmm...

well...

lots of weird stuffs happened recently...

it sucked...

whoever it is...

stop doing that anymore...

okay...

1st of all...

it's really not fun to spam other ppls' tagboard...

do u have nothing better to do than that??

and this proves that u are ruining urself frm the inside...

don't be stupid...

shoo...

don't dirty ur own mouth...

u think that's kind of satisfying for u right??

WRONG!!

it's not...

anyways...

all dirty spams WILL be deleted...

seriously...

i really detest this kind of ppl...

1) they are actress...

well...basically... they don't talk or act according to their true self... in another words...they are

extremely fake... it's possible that they wanna more attetion or what sympathy u call that...

whatever... anyways... it's just fake... unreal... it's scary... having this kind of ppl in ur life...

when u see she taking off her horrible mask... a shill just ran down ur spine... well... just avoid.

2) they are still e actress...

either she act cute or act blur... act sorrowful or act hyper... it's just disgusting... it's

unbearable...

3) .....

..........

.................

well... argh... hmm... i shall stop listing...

anyway...

don't happen again anymore...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL!!!

hello:) i hope u like what i got for u!!

really sorry for chasing u around and tying ur shoelaces together!!!

sorry for making u trip and fall!!!

haha!!!

anyways!!!

hope ur wishes come true!!!

be happy forever yeah!! (:(:

woots!!!

going to laoshi's house with abby and czm later...

actually...

it's kinda tiring...

but i shall endure!!!

haha...

my 'hardwork' will pay off eventually!!!

woots!!!

hmm...

i was REALLY shocked today...

with my marks...

yep...

i thought i will die for my LA!!!

but i didn't!!!

it was like???

ERRRR........

maybe...

i'm lucky...

anyway...

i'm elated!!!

haha....

know what i thought i may fail my compo cos i finished it in 20 minutes!!

BUT...

i didn't!!!

i did well this time...

really!!!

woots!!!

this is the highest LA mark that i've e'er e'er get!!!

wow!!!

math and history were NICE too!!!

although history didn't really made me happy...

it was the worse score that i've e'er get for history...

but it's alright!!!

i know it will be fine!!!

as long as my humanities can score A1!!!

hmm...

EOYs are 'sian'...

but u will enjoy the 'joy and happiness' when u get back the results!!!

haha...

however...

not everyone is like that...

and sometimes....

i'm not like that too...

hmm...

shall enjoy my GREAT times after EOYs!!!

actually...

i'm quite sad today...

can't go to annual french festival...

sad...

cos need to go for C&D night lesson...

however...

it's fun too!!!

haha!!!

'ping2guo3' laoshi is damn funny!!!

haha...

hmm...

i hope everyone can be happy and cheerful again!!

no worries!!! :]

i love cheese!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah...

got back some of my results...

as expected...

like duh...

however chinese 'shocked' me!!!

yep...

shocking...

shall not post my marks HERE...

gee...

anyways...

it's still kinda agreeable...

yea...

i hope tmrw's gonna be better!!!

however...

don't think i gonna fulfil my dream this time...

yea...

MSG of 1 is impossible...

especially LA!!!

hmm...

sigh...

but at least...

i tried!!!

i shall pray heartily!!

to God!!

amen!!

argh...

dance dance dance...

dance dance dance...

i know it's bad to blog in abby's house!!

haha...

nvm...

i have to go lilaoshi's for dance lesson with abby...

10hrs per wk...

dead...

but only apply to after exams...

actually dancing's fun!!

haha...

train myself to be more flexible!!

i'm stiff!!!

hee...

i think abby's gonna kill me when she sees me blog...

duh...

hmm...

i 'admire' her...

cos she's really flexible!!

aye...

sigh...

she's talented!!

well...

of course she is...

maybe i have not done enough...

not going deep...

only circle at the surface...

shld push a bit more!!!

maybe really more!!!

okay...

do u get what i'm trying to say?

i doubt so...

it's okay!!

i'm me...

random...

and crazy!!!

and...

dunno...??

UNEXPECTED!!!

well...

my erhu sucks!!!

hmm...

gotta practise tmrw when i have the time...

i think my 'yin1' is damn 'bu4zhun3'...

irritaing...

and worse of all...

that stupid next-door-person says it sounds like 'sha1ji1'...

i was totally pissed out with him...

idiot...

actually not lar...

i know he's kidding...

but of course...

he's damn pro in everything!!!

smart ppl are smart...

they're somehow in someway talented...

although a real talent has 99.9% of hardwork and only 0.1& of inspiration...

erm...is that right??

hmm...

nvm...

i am bored...

abby's taking a REALLY long time...

think she's taking her own sweet time too!!

o ya!!!

jilaoshi scared me today...

duh...

like she always does that...

don't like it...

she came up to me during moring assembly and confirmed with me if i'm leaving on 27/10...

okay...

it was like...

WHAT???

HUH???

why wasn't i inform???

hmm...

she said my mum called her yesterday...

and told her that...

well...

i smell a rat...

why didn't i know it!!!???

27/10 is coming soon!!!

but why do i still have to be forced to take dance lessons???

hmm...

but all i know is...

daddy wanna us to go ASAP!!!

but maybe mummy is hesitating!!!

hmm...

is it a good sign??

but why did she call up laoshi??

argh...

weird...

weird...

weird...

i feel extremely weird...

but of course...

i wish to stay!!!

dun wan to go...

it's weird!!!

yea...

weird!!!

okay maybe i shld stop say weird...

but it's true!!!

WEIRD!!!

hmm...

WHERE'S ABBY!!!!

ABBY!!!!!

erm...

she really slow ehh...

meh...

i miss everyone!!!

hmm...

i miss my friend...

coughcough*

hmm...

i want CHRISTMAS to 'come' ASAP!!!!!

i'm random...

and...

I ALSO WANT CNY!!!

weird right??

dunno why??

these few days are high...

oh ya...

i'm going to sec 4 grad night!!!

it's gonna be fun!!!

i miss my sec 4 seniors!!!

chiling!!!

limqing!!!

eh...

AND LOTS!!!!

haha...

woots!!!

abby's back!!!

and she saw moi blogging...

nvm...

she's talking on the phone...

her sis probably...

wait...

....................................................................................................................................

okay she said i cld cont, to post...

wow!!!

she so NICE today...

anyways i shall be nice and stop posting!!!

byes!!!

kimchi-cheese-smilieo!!!! :D

hello!!!

i'm back!!!

yeah!!

EOYs are over!!!

and PSL camp is over too!!!

it has been a long long long time sinced i blogged...

i shall make my blog revive!!!

well...

i noticed that there's weird ppl who chanced up on my blog and tagged REALLY weird stuffs...

well...

shall just ignore that...

i was really busy that i forgot to post about EOYs!!

hmm...will do it now!!

eh...

LA...

we did essay and unseen prose for paper 1...

compre and summary in paper 2...

i think i'm crazy enough to finish my essay in 20 min or less...(i don't know...!)

and spent the rest 1hr and 40 min on e 2 unseen question...

I LOVE E UNSEEN PROSE!!!

the 2nd passage!!!

it's HILARIOUS!!!

yep!!!

however i find e 1st one was quite sad and depressed...

but i prefered happy ones to sad ones!!

haha!!

compre was okay...

just that i find the passage weird...

yep...

as weird as it could be...

summary was fine too!!!

mr kaw actually did say that our class did well in the summary!!!

yeah!!

and the highest is 19/20!!!

haha!!

think it's STELLA!!

the LA-pro...

hmm...CHINESE...

the compo was okay...

i did one of the topics a few times before...

so i didn't freak out...

and fortuante thing was that...

i had real experience...

i wrote that community service thingy...

that old folk home trip...

yep...

then try to "vomit" out all feelings and thoughts...

plash...

heehee...

the paper 2 was okay too...

yeah...i bet shijia did well!!

CHINESE-pro!!!

hmm...MATH....

diedieide...

i pratically died for paper 2...

think so...

i freaked out when seeing one of the questions...

coughcough*...

paper 1 was okay...

at least that could kind of "pull"me back...

SCIENCE....

i believed chem was e easiest!!!

then physics...

lastly bio...

think it was okay too...!!!

HISTORY...

well...the setter of the paper is mr mac...

so of course...

we can't expect a "TOO EASY" paper...

AHHHHHHHH

i think e source-based qusetions were quite diff...

i just practically threw in ALL e stuffs that i knew that match with the source...

hmm...

but e rest was okay!!

GEO...

woots!!!! that's e easiest subject to score!!

it's damn super easy!!!

i think there shld be no failer in class this time!!

yep!!!

HMM...

I THINK I DIED FOR E HMP PERFORMANCE!!!

i forgot to submit 2 set of scores!!!

and i just went in ....

and played with both mrs ee and mrs ho sharing e only 1 score...

paiseh...

how forgetful of me...

mrs ee is serious but mrs ho was kept on smiling...

what a BIG contrast!!!

then after that...

shijia, xinyi, liwei, yixuan, stella, sining and me went thai noodles for lunch...

it was still early...

after that...

shijia and i headed to moelc...

we were stupid enough to w8 for 92 at the wrong bus stop...

damn blur of me...

yep...

i admit i was "blurish" that day!!!...

heard that the jap ppl watched movie...

how nice!!!

but we had remedial class!!

cos madame tournay came into our class and gave this "long" speech...

then all of us just automatically walk into remedial class when at 1st we were supposed to watch mobie too!!!

hahaha...


now shall talk about psl camp!!!

1st day we had this wonderful amazing race!!!

without any teachers!!

it was really damn fun...

we ran like crazy through out e whole journey!!

which made us win the title of the marathon-liking grp!!!

haha...

we also attended workshops!!! nice....

however the night trial really scared me the most!!!

we need to solve the mystery of the death of mathew...

and need to visit the various stations in e darkest and scariest place in sch...

me and yuhan both freaked out when we figured out e 1st station frm the clue: phtocopying shop...

hmm...

it was our 1st station and we really dunno wat to expected there!!!

we didn't dare to go...

we tried to retreat bacl to the conference room and gave the game...

however ms lye encouraged us to go again...

no choice...

we had to go...

er....

however we were still scared...

we decided to w8 for e next grp to come...

while w8...

rachel took out her phone and played "girlfriend"

we sang and danced to the music...

at least it will make us feel better...

then e 2nd grp came and we all went together...

actaully...

it wasn't scary at all!!

yah...

they were humans...

just like us...

they didn't scare by grabbing our legs or whatever...

it's just that they behave horrible...

really...

and talk in an damn weird tone...

and one of the ststions is in 109!!!

all my grp mem said it was e worse station cos the ghost kept on saying "come closer" and "go away"

which was damn iritating...

but i love that station e most...

cos it was my class!!!

and i cld shunbian take back my cushion so i cld sleep on it!!!

haha!!!

then we watched movie "step up"...

i didn't really watch movie or sleep...

i cldn't sleep!!!

yep...

too excited...

think so...

haha...

think hilarysss ( i mean hilary lau and hialry tan...)

they were sleeping on each side of me....

haha...

they were pissed off wif me...

haha....

shall not say why!!!

hmm...

that's about all...

shall post more often now!!

**hope i don't have weird ppl tagging weird stuffs on my tagboard anymore...:)

Some random quiz.

SCHOOL LIFE CONFESSIONS
[ ]Talked back to a teacher
[ ] Been kicked out of class
[ ] Worn pyjamas to school
[x] Had your tooth fall out at school(that's in pri 2!!!)
[ ] Gotten lost in your school
[ ] Broken the dress code in school
[ ] Completely failed a test
[x] Left class without asking (And stood on a tile whilst doing an English test as punishment)
[x] Missed a whole week of school (in the future!!)
[ ] Thrown up in school
[ ] Been beat up at school

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[ ] Argue with your parents a lot
[ ] Argue with your brother(s)
[ ] Argue with your sister(s) a lot
[x] Have your own room
[ ] Do your own laundry (never before)
[ ] Cook dinner once in a while (never before)
[ ] Are loud and obnoxious at home
[ ] Wear pajamas when you are not going anywhere
[x] You sleep in very long
[ ] All you do is watch television
[ ] Your parents are divorced
[ ] Your family makes you cry alot
[ ] One or both of your grandparents live with you
[ ] You cant stand being with your parents

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[ ]You currently dislike one or more of your friends (If they're my friends, why on Earth would I dislike them? >.<)
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you
[ ] You have been ditched by a friend
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number (When changing phones and having forgotten to copy contacts -.-)
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses
[ ] You love most all of your friends

HABIT CONFESSIONS
[ ] You bite your nails
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed
[x] You cannot sleep with the door open
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[ ] You are good at telling lies

LOVE CONFESSIONS
[?] You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes
[?] You can stay committed for an unusually long time (No idea.)
[?] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily
[?] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before
[?] A crush/bf/gf has called you self- centered before

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[ ] You hate George Bush (Absolute truth be told, there are things which he has done which I respect him for. I have no love for him, but I can't hate him)
[x] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal
[ ] Gay marriage is fine to you
[ ] Boys make better friends than girls do
[ ] The beach is an excellent place for a date
[ ] Pink is an ugly color
[x] Needles aren’t so horrible
[?] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal (And how am I supposed to know...?)[?] You have plenty of secrets (We all have secrets. Define "plenty".)HAVE YOU

EVER CONFESSIONS
[ ] Fallen down the stairs
[x] Someone has tied your shoelaces together
[ ] Had a nail fall off
[?] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[ ] Had surgery
[ ] Slapped someone across the face
[ ] Killed someone
[ ] Someone has called you a tease
[x] You have been to Europe
[x] You have worn something inside out for a whole day (Dammit.)



THE SELF

[01] Name: [: shichen :]
[02] Nickname: haha...i haf soooo many...eh...shitouchen...shicheng(lion city)...etc...
[03] Married: OF COURSE NO!!!
[04] Zodiac Sign: aries!!! XD
[05] Gender: feminine
[06] Age: 14yrs6mths
[07] High School: proud to be a nanyang girl!!!
[08] College: eh...
[09] Height: 162.5cm (measured few wks ago)...too short:(
[10] Weight: 43kg currently!!! yes!!!
[11] Do you like yourself: DEFINITELY!! who don't love themselves?
[12] Piercings: nonono
[13] Right or left: right!!!
[14] Are you a freak: haha...sometime yes...sometime no...depends...i'm weird...XD
[15] Hair: BLACK
[16] Skin: erm...
[17] Allergic: eh...nope
[18] What are you doing now: listening to my piano pieces...and of course doing this quiz!!
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: eh...bath and sleep...dunno y so sleepy...zzz
[20] What will you do 10 years later: eh...sth...

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: parents!!!
[22] Siblings (included you): 1-i'm e only child...lonely...:(

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: yes and no...
[27] If yes, who is he/she: definitely sbd
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: some person.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: private stuffs
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): eh...dun think so...
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): not sure...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: dun think so...
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: ---------
[34] Ever argue with your other half: ------------
[35] You with your other half since: ------------
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: =.=```
[37] Reasons you love your other half: ----------
[38] You and your other half in which stage: ------------
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo:-----------
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1only): nonono!! i love everyone tt's NICE!! <3
[45] Your most beautiful girlfriend: hmm...i have alot...to many to name!!
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: er...sure there's a few...can't remb...haha...
[47] The kind of girl you dislike the most: erm...tt kind of unpredictable girl...u never know wat's up on her mind...
[48] The kind of boy you dislike the most: lame, childish... and those that like to act COOL...super irritating...
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: er......
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: er......
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: haha...stab him back lor!!!
[52] If your friend betray you: haha...hate him forever!!! jkjk
[53] If your friend woo your lover: er...depends...i also dunno...
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: er...depends...
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: er...
***i really feel this section of the quiz is stupid and lame!!! ><

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: DEFINITELY!!! XD
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: DEFINITELY!!! XD
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most:ALL OF THEM!!!
[59] Always late to school/college: NEVER!!!
[61] You love your seniors: DEFINITELY!!! XD
[62] Senior who you love the most: ALL OF THEM!!!
[63] Your classmates good/bad: EXCELLENT!! XD
[64] Excellent result classmate: haha...baoyi...eunice...shijia...
[65] Laziest classmate: ---------------------

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: hardworking,diligent,clever-at-born ppl...
[67] Stupid people: er...i don't think there's any stupid ppl...if u are hardworking and diligent...u effort will be paid off...u will deserve what u deserve!!!
[68] Good looking people: LOTS!!! XD
[69] Ugly people: er...e most important beauty comes from e inside and not e outside!!!
[70] Funny people: ME!!!
[71] Cute people: er...everyone is cute!!!
[72] Bad people: eh...u know who u are!!!
[73] Honest people: hard to find...i mean who vow tt they had never lied before??? XD
[74] Acting people: ACTORS!!! XD
[75] What kind of person are you?: hmm....

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: EYES!!!
[77] Hugs or kisses: HUGS!! XD i don't really prefer kisses...
[78] Shorter or taller: TALLER of course
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: SPOTANEOUS!!! whee~~~
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: erm...
[81] Listener or talker: both!!!!
[82] Romantic or rich: er...preferably both!!!
[83] Good husband or good father: BOTH AGAIN!!!

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: erm...not too early...maybe 29-32...
[85] Numbers of kid(s): erm...4!!!(2 girls and 2 boys!!)
[86] Career: hmm...a doctor(like my cousins!)
[87] Salary: must be agreeable...(HIGH!!)
[88] Retirement age: ER...
[89] Properties value: er...
[90] Wishes: be happy...healthy...have a nice and caring family...wealthy...nice climate...:)

THE VICTIMS
hmm...i'm kind to let ur escape frm e quiz!!!

do it if u have e time!!!

wishing ur EXTRA luck when getting back e EOYS papers!!! :)

Communication Test
Communication is integral for any relationship, be it at home, with friends, or at work. Research has shown consistently that a deficiency in this skill can absolutely ruin relationships. The foundation of solid interpersonal skills is not just making yourself be heard but also involves an understanding of where other people are coming from.

Snapshot Report

Insightfulness: 91%

Your results indicate that you are extremely adept at interpreting other people's words and actions and seeing things from their perspective, which likely results in very few misunderstandings. You seem to realize that empathy is an essential part of good interpersonal skills and therefore, will do your best to place yourself in other people's shoes in order to better understand them. You can generally get a good sense of what others are thinking and will likely adjust yourself accordingly if the people you are conversing with seem confused or perhaps uncomfortable. Good job!

hmm...EOYs will start from next mon!!!

this is e schedule...

8 oct(WED)
HCL Paper 1: 0800-1000
HCL Paper 2: 1100-1300

9 oct(THUR)
LA Paper 1: 0800-1000
LA Paper2: 1100-1230

10 oct(FRI)
HIS: 0800-0930
GEO: 1030-1200

13 oct(MON)
IM Paper 2: 0845-1000
LSSC: 1115-1215

14 oct(TUE)
IM Paper1: 0800-0915
HMP performance: 1230-xx

15 oct(WED)
HMP Written Paper: 0800-0930


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so it means...

i'll probably blog less often now!!!

it's really time for PROPER revision to be done as quickly as possible!!!

shall have no more words!!!

bye!!!

wish tt 109 cld pass EOYs with extremely flying colours!!!

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!! (: